Sunday, July 26, 2009

nothing

i want to change. i need to change. but i dont know how to change. i don't like who i am or were i am. i hate myself and so many people hate me too. i hate bothering the world with my problems. i can understand why peple consider suicide. i'm so alone it just hurts insanely. i coop up all these feeling inside becuase i dont want anyone to have to worry or care. suicide isnt an option becuase i'm tooo afriad of death. i just hate being alone in every meaning of the word.

sorry everyone.

1 comment:

  1. Becca! I'm always here for you, &don't forget that. If you ever need someone, I'm just a phone call or text away! You wouldn't be bothering me one bit about it either so don't even think that!
    Love youuu<33!

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