spare change.

Lately, i've been having the feeling that this year is going to be significant. Like this year something is going to happen or change. Not for the good or for the worse, but just in general. I think about what in store for me this year, what choices and opportunities have already been thrown at me, and how much has changed already, and i feel more than a bit overwhelmed. But i know that its time for things to change, i want them to change;I need them to change. I am very scared though. because change isn't always good. But i know its for the better in the end. Things don't always work out as we plan, but they do work out in some way, and i guess all we can do in life is take change in stride and move on and try to make things work.

This year is going to be different. significant. potentially beautiful and potentially tragic. I think i'm ready. No, i know i am.

but i'm still scared. but then again, maybe we're always meant to be.