gah

i can't find a job :(
like NOWHERE i've heard back from.
ugh ugh ugh

in order to go to bangkok/phuket/sydney next november i need to have at least $4000. My mother says she can get together $1,000 but the other $3000 is up to me. I've planned it all out finacially, but it requires me to get a job before january. Or else i'm not going to be able to save enough. its not a question of "if i can" i simply MUST. I'm already giving up costa rica to save up.

I NEED A JOB.

really really bad.