Doing this on Blogger, because not as many people see it as on tumblr. but it's still there if someone looks hard enough. (;
Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
insane.
1: have you ever had the impulse to slam your head violently into a wall?
2: all the time darling, its my second biggest impulse next to punching people in the face.
1: Why don't you?
2: Punch people in the face?
1: yeah.
2: i guess i realize it wouldn't help.
1: Help what?
2: Now thats the question.
2: all the time darling, its my second biggest impulse next to punching people in the face.
1: Why don't you?
2: Punch people in the face?
1: yeah.
2: i guess i realize it wouldn't help.
1: Help what?
2: Now thats the question.
Sunday, April 18, 2010
narrowing it down.
i've narrowed down the colleges i'm thinking of applying to. i might add more or delete some as time goes on, depending. Most of them are east coast school, with a few exceptions. i've slip them into three categories, as you see.
The "not in a million years, you silly naive girl!" List.
( obviously,this is the list tha is not going to happen, but its worth applying to. Just in case they need a minority. )
1. Haverford College
2. Swarthmore College
3. Cornell University
The " still probably a no, but worth the shot" List
( i have a better chance for these, if i don't fuck up senior year, and do the shit i need to do. but.... still no. )
1. Fordham University
2. Pepperdine University
3. Sarah Lawrence College
The" More realistic, but still kinda ehhh" List
( more likely then not, i'll go to one of these.but you never know, they may all deny me )
1. Union College
2. UC Sand Diego
3. Occidental
or if all else fails. COMMUNITY COLLEGE.
The "not in a million years, you silly naive girl!" List.
( obviously,this is the list tha is not going to happen, but its worth applying to. Just in case they need a minority. )
1. Haverford College
2. Swarthmore College
3. Cornell University
The " still probably a no, but worth the shot" List
( i have a better chance for these, if i don't fuck up senior year, and do the shit i need to do. but.... still no. )
1. Fordham University
2. Pepperdine University
3. Sarah Lawrence College
The" More realistic, but still kinda ehhh" List
( more likely then not, i'll go to one of these.but you never know, they may all deny me )
1. Union College
2. UC Sand Diego
3. Occidental
or if all else fails. COMMUNITY COLLEGE.
Sunday, April 11, 2010
Rock For Equality
Today, i went to a rally.
i took mostly video, but here are a few pictures i have of the rally.
i took mostly video, but here are a few pictures i have of the rally.
Sunday, April 4, 2010
Saturday, March 20, 2010
Saturday, March 6, 2010
school vs. education
"I have never let my schooling interfere with my education."- Mark Twain
Now i believe in school, that children should be taught to read and write and things of that nature. These are necessities for children, in order for them to have the skills necessary to thrive in society and keep up w/ the world as it progresses. However, once children are older, lets say around the teens ( particularly those in their final years of high school and college) school has the ability to hinder education rather than aid it. The structure of classrooms, the rules, and the standards can all contribute to the loss of unique and individual thought.
Let me explain this idea a little. Lets take english for example, we learn to read when we're quite young. We learn the alphabet, write our name, form sentences, and eventually to read and write our thoughts down on paper. then we get a little older, we learn to write in a structured format, read books that are assigned to us ( at this age more for the sake of reading). The we get even older, ( lets say high school now) and we're forced to become even more structured with our writing, to follow strict formats and read books that are not only assigned to be read, but to dissect it and analyze it and write essays on it and to beat it to a pulp until a book we normally would have enjoyed makes us cringe.Personally, i can prove this. I used to love to read, i used to read all the time, and i honestly i could not read enough. Then i went to high school were i was required to read certain books. Now don't get me wrong, i'm learning to appreciate all the books i've read so far in high school, they were all required for a reason. But the point is all these assignments and standards made me not want to read as much as before, especially since my time was consumed by doing the assignments and not enjoying the book. They give us the assignments to help us understand and absorb the book, but really it just makes us lose interest in it at all.
I think europe has it right. children should be going to university/college much earlier than the age they do in the US. but sadly i live in the US. i do understand the necessity of school, but it does get in the way of education sometimes. i used to love to learn. but now i don't learn, i go to school. But this is just a build up for the days of late college (after the first two years) and the rest of my life, where you truly start to learn.
Now i believe in school, that children should be taught to read and write and things of that nature. These are necessities for children, in order for them to have the skills necessary to thrive in society and keep up w/ the world as it progresses. However, once children are older, lets say around the teens ( particularly those in their final years of high school and college) school has the ability to hinder education rather than aid it. The structure of classrooms, the rules, and the standards can all contribute to the loss of unique and individual thought.
Let me explain this idea a little. Lets take english for example, we learn to read when we're quite young. We learn the alphabet, write our name, form sentences, and eventually to read and write our thoughts down on paper. then we get a little older, we learn to write in a structured format, read books that are assigned to us ( at this age more for the sake of reading). The we get even older, ( lets say high school now) and we're forced to become even more structured with our writing, to follow strict formats and read books that are not only assigned to be read, but to dissect it and analyze it and write essays on it and to beat it to a pulp until a book we normally would have enjoyed makes us cringe.Personally, i can prove this. I used to love to read, i used to read all the time, and i honestly i could not read enough. Then i went to high school were i was required to read certain books. Now don't get me wrong, i'm learning to appreciate all the books i've read so far in high school, they were all required for a reason. But the point is all these assignments and standards made me not want to read as much as before, especially since my time was consumed by doing the assignments and not enjoying the book. They give us the assignments to help us understand and absorb the book, but really it just makes us lose interest in it at all.
I think europe has it right. children should be going to university/college much earlier than the age they do in the US. but sadly i live in the US. i do understand the necessity of school, but it does get in the way of education sometimes. i used to love to learn. but now i don't learn, i go to school. But this is just a build up for the days of late college (after the first two years) and the rest of my life, where you truly start to learn.
Friday, March 5, 2010
50 before 33.
1. Visit Chile
2. Go on a road trip across the US
3. go to disney world & the wizarding world in florida
4. swim with dolphins and/or whales
5. travel to england and search for magic
6. learn to speak spanish
7. go sky diving
8. visit the great barrier reef
9. go to a pub in Scotland or Ireland
10. go zorbing in New Zealand
11. Join the Peace Corps
12. make a full length documentary
13. get a tattoo
14. learn to change my own oil, pump my own gas, and change a tire
15. become fluent in french, portuguese, or german.
16. learn to read and write in latin and/or sanskrit.
17. take a dance class
18. watch a sunset on the beach with someone i love
19. get married
20. participate in NANOWRIMO
21. audition for a reality show
22. see the northern lights
23. take my grandmother to paris and my mother to Jamaica
24. mend my relationship with my sister
25. run 5 miles without stopping
26. swim 1 mile in the ocean w/out stopping
27. learn to surf
28. see a broadway musical
29. learn to play the piano or the violin
30. learn to drive a stick shift
31. get into a fight
32. stop biting mu nails
33. get drunk
34. spend a christmas/ new years in NYC
35. hold a baby tiger
36. go to school on the east coast
37. ride an elephant
38. take the subway to the beach
39. kiss somebody in the rain
40. become a certified lifeguard
41. backpack across europe
42. learn how to cook
43. pitch an idea for a television show
44. see snow
45. jump off a cliff
46. have a picnic by a waterfall
47. find my calling
48. take more pictures and write more
49. try my hand in acting
50. disappear for at least a week
2. Go on a road trip across the US
3. go to disney world & the wizarding world in florida
4. swim with dolphins and/or whales
5. travel to england and search for magic
6. learn to speak spanish
7. go sky diving
8. visit the great barrier reef
9. go to a pub in Scotland or Ireland
10. go zorbing in New Zealand
11. Join the Peace Corps
12. make a full length documentary
13. get a tattoo
14. learn to change my own oil, pump my own gas, and change a tire
15. become fluent in french, portuguese, or german.
16. learn to read and write in latin and/or sanskrit.
17. take a dance class
18. watch a sunset on the beach with someone i love
19. get married
20. participate in NANOWRIMO
21. audition for a reality show
22. see the northern lights
23. take my grandmother to paris and my mother to Jamaica
24. mend my relationship with my sister
25. run 5 miles without stopping
26. swim 1 mile in the ocean w/out stopping
27. learn to surf
28. see a broadway musical
29. learn to play the piano or the violin
30. learn to drive a stick shift
31. get into a fight
32. stop biting mu nails
33. get drunk
34. spend a christmas/ new years in NYC
35. hold a baby tiger
36. go to school on the east coast
37. ride an elephant
38. take the subway to the beach
39. kiss somebody in the rain
40. become a certified lifeguard
41. backpack across europe
42. learn how to cook
43. pitch an idea for a television show
44. see snow
45. jump off a cliff
46. have a picnic by a waterfall
47. find my calling
48. take more pictures and write more
49. try my hand in acting
50. disappear for at least a week
Sunday, February 28, 2010
spare change.
Lately, i've been having the feeling that this year is going to be significant. Like this year something is going to happen or change. Not for the good or for the worse, but just in general. I think about what in store for me this year, what choices and opportunities have already been thrown at me, and how much has changed already, and i feel more than a bit overwhelmed. But i know that its time for things to change, i want them to change;I need them to change. I am very scared though. because change isn't always good. But i know its for the better in the end. Things don't always work out as we plan, but they do work out in some way, and i guess all we can do in life is take change in stride and move on and try to make things work.
This year is going to be different. significant. potentially beautiful and potentially tragic. I think i'm ready. No, i know i am.
but i'm still scared. but then again, maybe we're always meant to be.
This year is going to be different. significant. potentially beautiful and potentially tragic. I think i'm ready. No, i know i am.
but i'm still scared. but then again, maybe we're always meant to be.
Monday, January 18, 2010
ma vie est une montagne de rouge.
life is a rollercoaster, that much is true.
but i'm scared of rollercoasters.
terrified actually.
anticipation, a build up and then a fall.
scream, cry, hold you're breath until you turn blue.
panic attacks that lead to astham attacks.
thats how a rollercoaster feels like to me.
i'm yelling at the attendant, telling him to lift the bar, i can't handle this, i'm not brave enough, i want off, please get me off.
but no one listens.the ride starts and i sit there a helpless wreck.
couldn't we have just ridden the carousel instead?
but i'm scared of rollercoasters.
terrified actually.
anticipation, a build up and then a fall.
scream, cry, hold you're breath until you turn blue.
panic attacks that lead to astham attacks.
thats how a rollercoaster feels like to me.
i'm yelling at the attendant, telling him to lift the bar, i can't handle this, i'm not brave enough, i want off, please get me off.
but no one listens.the ride starts and i sit there a helpless wreck.
couldn't we have just ridden the carousel instead?
Saturday, January 9, 2010
sleepovers. (
So today, my sister went to a sleepover. My mother never ever ever, let me go to a sleepover.(*bitter*) But she DID let me go to thailand, ( which doesnt make sense to me) so i honestly can't complain. i know she didnt let us go because she was worried. I had to convince her to let my sister go. which i did because i want my sister to be able to experience a sleepover, something i've never gotten to.which leads me to the subject of this blog: my ongoing desire for a sleepover. i've seen all the movies where a bunch of friends have a big sleepover, with games and food, and girly things. It just looks like something that is an important part of being young. i've always wanted to stay up late w/ friends, do each others make-up, play silly games and things like that. so yeah, this year i shall make it my mini goal to sleepover at someones house. it's about time.
Friday, January 8, 2010
"which road do i take?"
"Which road do I take?" she asked.
"Where do you want to go?" responded the Cheshire cat.
"I don't know," Alice answered.
"Then," said the cat, "it doesn't matter."
-Lewis Carroll, Alice in Wonderland
Saturday, January 2, 2010
putting Harry Potter into anything makes it that much better.
proof of course:
to the tune of fireflies by owl city. i don't really like the original, but this version makes me smile every time. The name of the band is ALL CAPS. [ ] a ron/hermione story. ' Lumos Flies'
the lyrics:
You would not believe your eyes
I know that it sounds unwise
she's so smart and yeah, she's just a friend
But she lit up the Yule Ball
My heart pushed against a wall
Just frozen staring here in the Great Hall
I'd like to make myself believe
That she would look back at me
It's hard to say that I'd rather leave than see her here with him
but everything is never as it seems (with hermione)
I've gotten a thousand hugs
just tonight from Victor Krum
that Durmstrang boy who gave me a chance
but something just isn't right
it's not how I viewed tonight
I wasted time waiting for Ron's invite
I'd like to make myself believe
that stupid boy would ask me
it's hard to say cause he's stubborn and a pig and fights with me
but everything is never as it seems (with ron weasley)
Oh Ronald Weasley you're the worst
please take me away from here
Maybe next time you should ask me first
please take me away from here
Victor's dumb but he treats me right
please take me away from here
now excuse me while I enjoy my night
cause I'd cast a thousand charms
she makes me feel so unarmed
I wonder if Harry's noticed yet
oh he can be such a swine
and even though she's not mine
I wont give up, these things just take time
I'd like to make myself believe
that someday you'll fall for me
It's not like I'm gonna tell you
to your face or anything
but 'till it happens I'll still have my dreams (of you and me)
I'd like to make myself believe
that someday you'd fall for me
It's not like I'm gonna tell you
to your face or anything
because I'm too afraid you'd disagree
to the tune of fireflies by owl city. i don't really like the original, but this version makes me smile every time. The name of the band is ALL CAPS. [ ] a ron/hermione story. ' Lumos Flies'
the lyrics:
You would not believe your eyes
I know that it sounds unwise
she's so smart and yeah, she's just a friend
But she lit up the Yule Ball
My heart pushed against a wall
Just frozen staring here in the Great Hall
I'd like to make myself believe
That she would look back at me
It's hard to say that I'd rather leave than see her here with him
but everything is never as it seems (with hermione)
I've gotten a thousand hugs
just tonight from Victor Krum
that Durmstrang boy who gave me a chance
but something just isn't right
it's not how I viewed tonight
I wasted time waiting for Ron's invite
I'd like to make myself believe
that stupid boy would ask me
it's hard to say cause he's stubborn and a pig and fights with me
but everything is never as it seems (with ron weasley)
Oh Ronald Weasley you're the worst
please take me away from here
Maybe next time you should ask me first
please take me away from here
Victor's dumb but he treats me right
please take me away from here
now excuse me while I enjoy my night
cause I'd cast a thousand charms
she makes me feel so unarmed
I wonder if Harry's noticed yet
oh he can be such a swine
and even though she's not mine
I wont give up, these things just take time
I'd like to make myself believe
that someday you'll fall for me
It's not like I'm gonna tell you
to your face or anything
but 'till it happens I'll still have my dreams (of you and me)
I'd like to make myself believe
that someday you'd fall for me
It's not like I'm gonna tell you
to your face or anything
because I'm too afraid you'd disagree
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
New Years.
i really dislike new years. it scares the crap out of me. i always feel like the world is going to end. like as we count down to midnight, we're really counting down to our impending doom. i KNOW nothing is going to happen, and that it is already tomorrow in other places, but i STILL get all nervous. What makes it worse is my family always stays home for new years and it just gives me time to think about different ways the world might end. I wish i could go to a party or like someone else's house for new years so that way at least i could be distracted. *sigh*
well here's to another year of butterflies!
haha
xoxoxo
well here's to another year of butterflies!
haha
xoxoxo
Sunday, December 27, 2009
scrunchies.
I really want a scrunchie. Like a really legit scrunchie. like those american apparel style ones! like omg you have no idea. i've been having the urge to style my hair in ways that could only be achieve with the use of a scrunchie. those little elastic hair ties just don't cut it for me. I WANT A SCRUNCHIE. i wish someone would have gotten them for me for christmas, but no. lol but it's never too late! *hint hint* haha jk.But yeah... i just really love scrunchies.
xoxox <3
Sunday, December 13, 2009
gah
i can't find a job :(
like NOWHERE i've heard back from.
ugh ugh ugh
in order to go to bangkok/phuket/sydney next november i need to have at least $4000. My mother says she can get together $1,000 but the other $3000 is up to me. I've planned it all out finacially, but it requires me to get a job before january. Or else i'm not going to be able to save enough. its not a question of "if i can" i simply MUST. I'm already giving up costa rica to save up.
I NEED A JOB.
really really bad.
like NOWHERE i've heard back from.
ugh ugh ugh
in order to go to bangkok/phuket/sydney next november i need to have at least $4000. My mother says she can get together $1,000 but the other $3000 is up to me. I've planned it all out finacially, but it requires me to get a job before january. Or else i'm not going to be able to save enough. its not a question of "if i can" i simply MUST. I'm already giving up costa rica to save up.
I NEED A JOB.
really really bad.
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Happy Thanksgiving! <3
I wish everyone the happiest of thanksgivings. I hope everyone has a great day and eats lots of good food. <3
The following is a list of people i'm thankful for. These people truly make me happy to be alive, and i am totally blessed with everything. If i were to count my blessings, i'd be the first person to count to infinity. Its true. No joke. They make me feel infinite. anyways... here's the list :)
I'm thankful for:
My wonderful, messed up, crazy ass, family. For being the stability and instabilty in life. For us always sticking together through all our troubles, for making me the person i am today. and for forgiving me for all my faults, and understanding my difficulties. I am so thankful for you all. Victoria and Alex, you two are the best siblings in the world. I'm sorry i'm not a better sister to you, and i'm thankful you don't mind my phsyco-ness in the slightest. I'm so blessed to have you guys in my past, present, and future. My mother, your the best mother in the world. I just can't even describe with words how much i love you. You know. My grandparents, i'm thankful i grew up with you two. It's shaped me to be the good person i am more than anything else. The reason i try to be good and do good is all for you. Thank you family for being exactly what i need in life. I love you all <3
My rainbow of Friends ( in no particular order):
*Carmine Aiello, I'm so thankful that i went to thailand, because it solidifyed my friendship with you. We were just friends before we went and now coming back your defineately one of my closest girlfriends. I am so thankful and blessed to have you as a friend. Your someone i can tell anything, absolutely anything, and you won't judge me at all and your opinion of me won't change. Thats a beautiful thing. Your friensship came so quickly and unexpectadly at the time i needed it the most, & i'll always appreciate that.I'm so grateful for you, and i know that we're going to be friends for a long time.You truly are like a sister to me. I love you, you whore. <3 lol
*Chad Jariya, i honestly can't even begin to express what you mean to me. Thailand was so worth it, just for the fact that i met you. I'm so thankful to have you in my life now. Your like an older brother, i can tell you any of my problems and you'll never feel burdened by them. Thank you for not treating me and carmine like children, and talking to us like equals.You make me feel loved and i value your words and opinions more than most people.I'll always make the choice to stay up until like 3 in the morning even if i have to get up at 6, if your online, just to talk to you. I love you, my thai hooker <3 !
*Eric Carjan, your honestly the cutest, purest, and easiest friendship i have. I love you so much, its insane. Your like a younger brother to me and i am thankful to have your untainted youth in my life. Your laugh is one of my favorite things in the world, and i can't wait to be your friend/sister as you grow up.If i'm ever hard on you, or too motherly, or overbearing, only know its because i love you. I need you in my life, as much as you need me. You should know your stuck with me forever, so get used to it! LOL, but seriously, your just awesome. I love you baby boy! <3
[ for the above people, i truly can't wait till we're reunited next year. You three are truly like a second family, along w/ Kanjana and Mrs. Carjan, who i am also immensely thankful for. Love you people! )
*Sean Mack , where to begin, where to begin. I hope you know how much i care for you boy. Your one of the few people who actually sort of listen to me when i talk, despite how annoying and squeaky i get. You always call out my bullshit, and i can trust you to be honest with me. You give the best hugs and can always make me smile when i really don't feel like it. Your presence gives me strength because your one of the strongest people i know, besides victoria. Thanks for being there for me. I'm so thankful to have you in my life, eventhough our time together is limited. I love you Link ! <3
*Melissa Duenas, to this day, i can honestly say that i've never met anyone who's inner beauty or outer beauty even comes close to comparing to you. You just give of the most wonderful vibe in the world, and whenever i hangout with you i truly feel happy.You make me laugh and i'm glad i have so many of our funny moments to remember. Your just someone who brings out the best in me, and for that i am so thankful. Your going to be famous one day, i know you are. You've always been a star to me, and its time the world sees it to. Just know that i'm always here for you, ALWAYS.Dont forget that, superstar. Love you melisha, you'll always be the penguin to my duck.<3
*Daisy Garcia, you girl are just fantastic. I love that i can just be a total bitch to you and with you. You always know how to make me laugh and are like someone i can really easily talk to. I love how your blunt, and honest and a little bit mean. It just refreshing to have someone so real in my life. Eventhough your a skankbasket, at least you know it and embrace it! More people should be like you. You also are the hottest mofo i know. Geez girl, seriously. LOL, anyways thanks for just being daisy. Because thats what i need. Love you poodle! <3
*Kimberly Figuracion, I'm so happy to know you. its as simple as that. Your gorgeous, athletic, funny, and smart. Your just fabulous.I love that i can talk to you, and not feel awkward. It amazing we've stayed friends, eventhough we're so closebutsofar! It just helps me keep the hope alive that i will be blessed enough to have you in my life for a long time.With you my self-esteem is at an all time low.For you kimmie, i'll always have all time love. <3
*Dulce Ochoa, your seriously the fiercest lady in the world. I admire your attitude, your divaness, and your faith. I love how your just as loud and crazy as i am. But your also such a sweet and loyal friend. I'm glad even though, your all the way in texas, we've stayed close. You'll always be in my thought and one of my closest friends. I love you, you crazy ass texan! <3
*Daisy Chan & Bryan Luong, for making school bearable, and helping me handle the little dramas of everyday life. For being just as nerdy and dorky as i am, from playing pokemon pictionary to casting spells from harry potter. We truly are nerds, but the 3 of us together make it not so lame. I'd search for narnia with you guys anytime, anyday, I love you two <3.
* Darcy Cotto, you make me smile so much it makes my face heart. We're equally retarded and that makes me smile. Everytime i see a gummy i think of you. I really love the way you dress, the way you look, and just everything about you. David is a really lucky boy<3. I'm thanfkul when i decide not to go to the dance in 7th grade because if i had gone, i probably wouldnt have you in my life today.haha, I love you, my honey bunches of oats<3
*Michelle Menechyan, you sexy, sexy,sexy, girl. I freakin love you. Seriously, girl. I love the fact that i can lift you up and spin you around and i love that you love when i do it. I love how you take my advice, and value my opinion. I love all our innuendo and sexual remarks. It makes me giggle. Your.Just.So.Spectacular. i dont even know words to tell you that i love you. I'm so thankful to have your gorgus spirit in my life. I love you, sexythang! <3
I'm also thankful for : Benjamin Luong, Joseph Lee, Annie Gov, Connie Ruan, and the rest of my school friends. And the swim team.
I'm thankful for everything really. I'm so so so so blessed. <3 i'm thankful for everyone and everything in my life. There's honestly too many to say. But i love you all, and hope you had a great thankgsgiving <3
The following is a list of people i'm thankful for. These people truly make me happy to be alive, and i am totally blessed with everything. If i were to count my blessings, i'd be the first person to count to infinity. Its true. No joke. They make me feel infinite. anyways... here's the list :)
I'm thankful for:
My wonderful, messed up, crazy ass, family. For being the stability and instabilty in life. For us always sticking together through all our troubles, for making me the person i am today. and for forgiving me for all my faults, and understanding my difficulties. I am so thankful for you all. Victoria and Alex, you two are the best siblings in the world. I'm sorry i'm not a better sister to you, and i'm thankful you don't mind my phsyco-ness in the slightest. I'm so blessed to have you guys in my past, present, and future. My mother, your the best mother in the world. I just can't even describe with words how much i love you. You know. My grandparents, i'm thankful i grew up with you two. It's shaped me to be the good person i am more than anything else. The reason i try to be good and do good is all for you. Thank you family for being exactly what i need in life. I love you all <3
My rainbow of Friends ( in no particular order):
*Carmine Aiello, I'm so thankful that i went to thailand, because it solidifyed my friendship with you. We were just friends before we went and now coming back your defineately one of my closest girlfriends. I am so thankful and blessed to have you as a friend. Your someone i can tell anything, absolutely anything, and you won't judge me at all and your opinion of me won't change. Thats a beautiful thing. Your friensship came so quickly and unexpectadly at the time i needed it the most, & i'll always appreciate that.I'm so grateful for you, and i know that we're going to be friends for a long time.You truly are like a sister to me. I love you, you whore. <3 lol
*Chad Jariya, i honestly can't even begin to express what you mean to me. Thailand was so worth it, just for the fact that i met you. I'm so thankful to have you in my life now. Your like an older brother, i can tell you any of my problems and you'll never feel burdened by them. Thank you for not treating me and carmine like children, and talking to us like equals.You make me feel loved and i value your words and opinions more than most people.I'll always make the choice to stay up until like 3 in the morning even if i have to get up at 6, if your online, just to talk to you. I love you, my thai hooker <3 !
*Eric Carjan, your honestly the cutest, purest, and easiest friendship i have. I love you so much, its insane. Your like a younger brother to me and i am thankful to have your untainted youth in my life. Your laugh is one of my favorite things in the world, and i can't wait to be your friend/sister as you grow up.If i'm ever hard on you, or too motherly, or overbearing, only know its because i love you. I need you in my life, as much as you need me. You should know your stuck with me forever, so get used to it! LOL, but seriously, your just awesome. I love you baby boy! <3
[ for the above people, i truly can't wait till we're reunited next year. You three are truly like a second family, along w/ Kanjana and Mrs. Carjan, who i am also immensely thankful for. Love you people! )
*Sean Mack , where to begin, where to begin. I hope you know how much i care for you boy. Your one of the few people who actually sort of listen to me when i talk, despite how annoying and squeaky i get. You always call out my bullshit, and i can trust you to be honest with me. You give the best hugs and can always make me smile when i really don't feel like it. Your presence gives me strength because your one of the strongest people i know, besides victoria. Thanks for being there for me. I'm so thankful to have you in my life, eventhough our time together is limited. I love you Link ! <3
*Melissa Duenas, to this day, i can honestly say that i've never met anyone who's inner beauty or outer beauty even comes close to comparing to you. You just give of the most wonderful vibe in the world, and whenever i hangout with you i truly feel happy.You make me laugh and i'm glad i have so many of our funny moments to remember. Your just someone who brings out the best in me, and for that i am so thankful. Your going to be famous one day, i know you are. You've always been a star to me, and its time the world sees it to. Just know that i'm always here for you, ALWAYS.Dont forget that, superstar. Love you melisha, you'll always be the penguin to my duck.<3
*Daisy Garcia, you girl are just fantastic. I love that i can just be a total bitch to you and with you. You always know how to make me laugh and are like someone i can really easily talk to. I love how your blunt, and honest and a little bit mean. It just refreshing to have someone so real in my life. Eventhough your a skankbasket, at least you know it and embrace it! More people should be like you. You also are the hottest mofo i know. Geez girl, seriously. LOL, anyways thanks for just being daisy. Because thats what i need. Love you poodle! <3
*Kimberly Figuracion, I'm so happy to know you. its as simple as that. Your gorgeous, athletic, funny, and smart. Your just fabulous.I love that i can talk to you, and not feel awkward. It amazing we've stayed friends, eventhough we're so closebutsofar! It just helps me keep the hope alive that i will be blessed enough to have you in my life for a long time.With you my self-esteem is at an all time low.For you kimmie, i'll always have all time love. <3
*Dulce Ochoa, your seriously the fiercest lady in the world. I admire your attitude, your divaness, and your faith. I love how your just as loud and crazy as i am. But your also such a sweet and loyal friend. I'm glad even though, your all the way in texas, we've stayed close. You'll always be in my thought and one of my closest friends. I love you, you crazy ass texan! <3
*Daisy Chan & Bryan Luong, for making school bearable, and helping me handle the little dramas of everyday life. For being just as nerdy and dorky as i am, from playing pokemon pictionary to casting spells from harry potter. We truly are nerds, but the 3 of us together make it not so lame. I'd search for narnia with you guys anytime, anyday, I love you two <3.
* Darcy Cotto, you make me smile so much it makes my face heart. We're equally retarded and that makes me smile. Everytime i see a gummy i think of you. I really love the way you dress, the way you look, and just everything about you. David is a really lucky boy<3. I'm thanfkul when i decide not to go to the dance in 7th grade because if i had gone, i probably wouldnt have you in my life today.haha, I love you, my honey bunches of oats<3
*Michelle Menechyan, you sexy, sexy,sexy, girl. I freakin love you. Seriously, girl. I love the fact that i can lift you up and spin you around and i love that you love when i do it. I love how you take my advice, and value my opinion. I love all our innuendo and sexual remarks. It makes me giggle. Your.Just.So.Spectacular. i dont even know words to tell you that i love you. I'm so thankful to have your gorgus spirit in my life. I love you, sexythang! <3
I'm also thankful for : Benjamin Luong, Joseph Lee, Annie Gov, Connie Ruan, and the rest of my school friends. And the swim team.
I'm thankful for everything really. I'm so so so so blessed. <3 i'm thankful for everyone and everything in my life. There's honestly too many to say. But i love you all, and hope you had a great thankgsgiving <3
Thursday, October 22, 2009
In honor of the end of school...
here's a school survey ;)
Period 1
1. Who sits behind you?
no one, but i sit opposite wondy :)
2. What class is it?
AP Language- Farley
3. Have you ever fallen asleep in first period?
lol. yeah. it's just sooo boring sometimes.
4. Is your best friend in this class?
i don't really have a best friend. so no
5. Do you hate anyone in this class?
only the teacher. haha JK,no hate fo' him, he gave me an A (:
Period 2
1. What class is it?
H. US History - Ortiz
2. Are you failing this class?
pssshhhhhh, i couldnt fail if i tryed. so flipping easy.
3. Is this your favorite class?
umm no. it's ok though
4. Who sits next to you?
bryan/ victor to my right & daisy behind me
5. What do you do in this class?
talk ALOT w/ them 3 listed above.
lost of laughs & sexual innuendos ;)
Period 3
1. What class is it?
AP Chem
2. Do you sit by your friend?
yes! bryan and daisy and benjamin!
3. Who's the teacher?
Gonzales !
4. Are you allowed to eat in this class?
i'm not sure. i just chew gum
5. Do you have friends in this class.
of course
6. Is your best friend in this class?
again does not really apply.
7. Is that class hard?
i can't get an A. it's quite hard.
Period 4
1. What class is it?
AP Calculus!
2. Who teaches it?
Cristiani
3. Are any of your friends in that class?
yessir
4. Do you get in trouble in this class?
lol no. i actually pay attention
5. Does your teacher let you chew gum?
i dont think he really cares
Period 5
1.What class is it?
French
2. What do you do during period 5?
talk about drugs, sex, & pop culture.
occasionally we learn a french word or two
3. Do you chew gum in period 5?
yes, i ALWAYS do
4. Anyone you want to kiss during period 5?
secret, secret. yes there is, but i aint gonna say who it is.
5. Is period 5 your favorite class?
No, not at all
but def, some of the most awkward/interesting convos of the days
6. Who do you talk with the most in this class?
all them kids, we're all friends (:
7. Do you have a crush on someone in this class?
maybe......sorta....hhmmm
8. Who has this class with you that has a Facebook?
alot of people.
Period 6
1. Who sits behind you?
no one
2. What class is it?
Service!
4. What's the teacher like?
she's really cool (:
5. Is your best friend in this class?
again w/ this question? really?
6. Is there anyone you hate in this class?
nope.
7. Do you like this class?
nope, i awlays leave like 5 min after i get there.
Period 7
1. What class is it?
Golf
2. What do you do ?
nothing! i dont have to attend
3. Did you learn anything?
umm, how to get free P.E. credits?
4. How many people are in this class?
ummm idk
5. Good memories?
not many
Period 1
1. Who sits behind you?
no one, but i sit opposite wondy :)
2. What class is it?
AP Language- Farley
3. Have you ever fallen asleep in first period?
lol. yeah. it's just sooo boring sometimes.
4. Is your best friend in this class?
i don't really have a best friend. so no
5. Do you hate anyone in this class?
only the teacher. haha JK,no hate fo' him, he gave me an A (:
Period 2
1. What class is it?
H. US History - Ortiz
2. Are you failing this class?
pssshhhhhh, i couldnt fail if i tryed. so flipping easy.
3. Is this your favorite class?
umm no. it's ok though
4. Who sits next to you?
bryan/ victor to my right & daisy behind me
5. What do you do in this class?
talk ALOT w/ them 3 listed above.
lost of laughs & sexual innuendos ;)
Period 3
1. What class is it?
AP Chem
2. Do you sit by your friend?
yes! bryan and daisy and benjamin!
3. Who's the teacher?
Gonzales !
4. Are you allowed to eat in this class?
i'm not sure. i just chew gum
5. Do you have friends in this class.
of course
6. Is your best friend in this class?
again does not really apply.
7. Is that class hard?
i can't get an A. it's quite hard.
Period 4
1. What class is it?
AP Calculus!
2. Who teaches it?
Cristiani
3. Are any of your friends in that class?
yessir
4. Do you get in trouble in this class?
lol no. i actually pay attention
5. Does your teacher let you chew gum?
i dont think he really cares
Period 5
1.What class is it?
French
2. What do you do during period 5?
talk about drugs, sex, & pop culture.
occasionally we learn a french word or two
3. Do you chew gum in period 5?
yes, i ALWAYS do
4. Anyone you want to kiss during period 5?
secret, secret. yes there is, but i aint gonna say who it is.
5. Is period 5 your favorite class?
No, not at all
but def, some of the most awkward/interesting convos of the days
6. Who do you talk with the most in this class?
all them kids, we're all friends (:
7. Do you have a crush on someone in this class?
maybe......sorta....hhmmm
8. Who has this class with you that has a Facebook?
alot of people.
Period 6
1. Who sits behind you?
no one
2. What class is it?
Service!
4. What's the teacher like?
she's really cool (:
5. Is your best friend in this class?
again w/ this question? really?
6. Is there anyone you hate in this class?
nope.
7. Do you like this class?
nope, i awlays leave like 5 min after i get there.
Period 7
1. What class is it?
Golf
2. What do you do ?
nothing! i dont have to attend
3. Did you learn anything?
umm, how to get free P.E. credits?
4. How many people are in this class?
ummm idk
5. Good memories?
not many
Sunday, September 20, 2009
upcoming
So much is coming up!
this vacation is going to be fun.
the only problem is... i still gotta get through more than a month of school!
eeeeeeek! stupid school.
school's going ok. i think imma end up with all A's excpet in chem imma probably get a C. ohhh chem, why do you gotta be so hard?
but anyways vacation:
I'm going to THAILAND! <3
sha-yeah! i'm uber excited.
also imma get my license!
but sadly, it turns out i wont be able to get my licsence until november. noooo!
well, at least i'm getting it.
& i might, ( modt likely) going to get a job!
which mean money. me likey money
& imma start swimming hardcore. & maybe even run a little ( this is where everyone is supposed to laugh). LOL
so yeah,
dear school,
BE OVER ALREADY!
this vacation is going to be fun.
the only problem is... i still gotta get through more than a month of school!
eeeeeeek! stupid school.
school's going ok. i think imma end up with all A's excpet in chem imma probably get a C. ohhh chem, why do you gotta be so hard?
but anyways vacation:
I'm going to THAILAND! <3
sha-yeah! i'm uber excited.
also imma get my license!
but sadly, it turns out i wont be able to get my licsence until november. noooo!
well, at least i'm getting it.
& i might, ( modt likely) going to get a job!
which mean money. me likey money
& imma start swimming hardcore. & maybe even run a little ( this is where everyone is supposed to laugh). LOL
so yeah,
dear school,
BE OVER ALREADY!
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
another survey. ( eeeesh)
1. First thing you wash in the shower?
i start with my left arm always.
2. What color is your favorite hoodie?
black!
3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
no, i definatley would not.
4.Do you plan outfits?
sort of i guess.
5. How are you feeling RIGHT now?
lonely; anxious; hopeful; stressed; disillusioned
6. Whats the closest thing to you thats red?
a sticker on my laptop
7. Do you say aim or a-i-m?
aim
8. Tell me about the last dream you remember having?
i was at the mall with everyone i know. no one would ackknowledge me, not even the animals. i was utterly alone.
9. Did you meet anybody new today?
nooooo..? but i got re-aquainted with an old friend.
10. What are you craving right now?
sleep.
11. Do you floss?
i try to! but my teeth are too crooked
12. What comes to mind when I say cabbage?
ummm, cabbage?
13. When was the last time you talked on aim?
yesterday
14. Are you emotional?
i define emotional.
15. Would you dance to the taco song?
wtf?
16. Have you ever counted to 1,000?
nope, only to 100
17. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?
i lick it & suck it. ( thatswhatshesaid)
18. Do you like your hair?
we have a love/hate relationship
19. Do you like yourself?
not really
20. Have you ever met a celebrity?
gwen! hahah sorta
21. Do you like cottage cheese?
ewww, no.
22. What are you listening to right now?
nothing. i'm in silence
23. How many countries have you visited?
sadly only this one :(
24. Are your parents strict?
my grandparent are, but my mother isnt
25. Would you go sky diving?
i think i would. i'd like to try.
26. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush?
no, i don't like poliitcians.
27. Would you throw potatoes at him?
No i would not. despite him being a dumbass i believe everyone deserves respect. EVEN HIM.
28. Is there anything sparkly in the room you’re in?
my pencil! (:
29. Have you ever been in a castle?
i wish. only in my dreams
30. Do you rent movies often?
yes. but i rarely watch them.
31. Who sits in behind you in your math class?
the whole asian population! hahah jk.
but that what it seems like!
32. Have you made a prank phone call?
hahaha yes!
33. Do you own a gun?
no, i am soooo against guns
34. Can you count backwards from 74?
i think so?
35. Who are you going to be with tonight?
myself? lol
36. Brown or white eggs?
neither, i hate eggs
37. Do you own something from Hot Topic?
many, many things!
38. Ever been on a train?
yes, when i was younger
39. Ever been in love?
nope
40. Do you have a cell-phone?
of course
41. Are you too forgiving?
much too forgiving
42. Do you use chap stick?
no, i lick em.
43. What is your best friend doing tomorrow?
i don't have a best friend.
44. Can you use chop sticks?
sort of.
45. Ever have cream puffs?
yummy<#
46. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect?
nope
47. What was the last question you asked?
why?
48. What was the last CD you bought?
all time low NOTHING PERSONAL!
49. Boys or girls?
both
50. What is your bus number for school?
i am not a bus person
51. Is your hair curly?
~wavy~
52. Last time you cried?
i cant remember. like a week ago? i hold in my tears.
53. Ever walked into a wall?
so many times.
54. Do looks matter?
yes, sadly they do.
55. Have you ever bought anything from Pac Sun?
mmmhhmm
56. Have you ever slapped someone?
who hasnt?
57. Favorite time of the year?
spring/summer
58. Favorite color?
rainbow!
59. Are you sarcastic?
sometimes.
60. Do you have any tattoos?
no, but imma get my lightning bolt!
61. The last person you held hands with?
mary rose!<3
62. Do you sleep with the TV on?
no, i always turn it off
63. Where was your default picture taken at?
the pool?
64. Do you hate or dislike more than 3 people?
yes.
65. Do you like your life right now?
it's ok.
66. How often do you talk on the phone?
hardly ever. i text bby.
67. What is your favorite animal?
sea otters
68. What was the most recent thing you bought?
poster board
69. Do you have good vision?
no it's all blurry
70. Can you hula hoop?
yesssss, i spin that shiz right round!
71. Could you ever forgive a cheater?
yes, i'm a strong believer in second chances
72. Do you have a job?
nope
73. Can you handle the truth?
yes, eventhough people don't think i can.
74. What are you wearing?
marshall shorts & an old shirt
75. Have you ever crawled through a window?
yes!
i start with my left arm always.
2. What color is your favorite hoodie?
black!
3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
no, i definatley would not.
4.Do you plan outfits?
sort of i guess.
5. How are you feeling RIGHT now?
lonely; anxious; hopeful; stressed; disillusioned
6. Whats the closest thing to you thats red?
a sticker on my laptop
7. Do you say aim or a-i-m?
aim
8. Tell me about the last dream you remember having?
i was at the mall with everyone i know. no one would ackknowledge me, not even the animals. i was utterly alone.
9. Did you meet anybody new today?
nooooo..? but i got re-aquainted with an old friend.
10. What are you craving right now?
sleep.
11. Do you floss?
i try to! but my teeth are too crooked
12. What comes to mind when I say cabbage?
ummm, cabbage?
13. When was the last time you talked on aim?
yesterday
14. Are you emotional?
i define emotional.
15. Would you dance to the taco song?
wtf?
16. Have you ever counted to 1,000?
nope, only to 100
17. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?
i lick it & suck it. ( thatswhatshesaid)
18. Do you like your hair?
we have a love/hate relationship
19. Do you like yourself?
not really
20. Have you ever met a celebrity?
gwen! hahah sorta
21. Do you like cottage cheese?
ewww, no.
22. What are you listening to right now?
nothing. i'm in silence
23. How many countries have you visited?
sadly only this one :(
24. Are your parents strict?
my grandparent are, but my mother isnt
25. Would you go sky diving?
i think i would. i'd like to try.
26. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush?
no, i don't like poliitcians.
27. Would you throw potatoes at him?
No i would not. despite him being a dumbass i believe everyone deserves respect. EVEN HIM.
28. Is there anything sparkly in the room you’re in?
my pencil! (:
29. Have you ever been in a castle?
i wish. only in my dreams
30. Do you rent movies often?
yes. but i rarely watch them.
31. Who sits in behind you in your math class?
the whole asian population! hahah jk.
but that what it seems like!
32. Have you made a prank phone call?
hahaha yes!
33. Do you own a gun?
no, i am soooo against guns
34. Can you count backwards from 74?
i think so?
35. Who are you going to be with tonight?
myself? lol
36. Brown or white eggs?
neither, i hate eggs
37. Do you own something from Hot Topic?
many, many things!
38. Ever been on a train?
yes, when i was younger
39. Ever been in love?
nope
40. Do you have a cell-phone?
of course
41. Are you too forgiving?
much too forgiving
42. Do you use chap stick?
no, i lick em.
43. What is your best friend doing tomorrow?
i don't have a best friend.
44. Can you use chop sticks?
sort of.
45. Ever have cream puffs?
yummy<#
46. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect?
nope
47. What was the last question you asked?
why?
48. What was the last CD you bought?
all time low NOTHING PERSONAL!
49. Boys or girls?
both
50. What is your bus number for school?
i am not a bus person
51. Is your hair curly?
~wavy~
52. Last time you cried?
i cant remember. like a week ago? i hold in my tears.
53. Ever walked into a wall?
so many times.
54. Do looks matter?
yes, sadly they do.
55. Have you ever bought anything from Pac Sun?
mmmhhmm
56. Have you ever slapped someone?
who hasnt?
57. Favorite time of the year?
spring/summer
58. Favorite color?
rainbow!
59. Are you sarcastic?
sometimes.
60. Do you have any tattoos?
no, but imma get my lightning bolt!
61. The last person you held hands with?
mary rose!<3
62. Do you sleep with the TV on?
no, i always turn it off
63. Where was your default picture taken at?
the pool?
64. Do you hate or dislike more than 3 people?
yes.
65. Do you like your life right now?
it's ok.
66. How often do you talk on the phone?
hardly ever. i text bby.
67. What is your favorite animal?
sea otters
68. What was the most recent thing you bought?
poster board
69. Do you have good vision?
no it's all blurry
70. Can you hula hoop?
yesssss, i spin that shiz right round!
71. Could you ever forgive a cheater?
yes, i'm a strong believer in second chances
72. Do you have a job?
nope
73. Can you handle the truth?
yes, eventhough people don't think i can.
74. What are you wearing?
marshall shorts & an old shirt
75. Have you ever crawled through a window?
yes!
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