New Years.

i really dislike new years. it scares the crap out of me. i always feel like the world is going to end. like as we count down to midnight, we're really counting down to our impending doom. i KNOW nothing is going to happen, and that it is already tomorrow in other places, but i STILL get all nervous. What makes it worse is my family always stays home for new years and it just gives me time to think about different ways the world might end. I wish i could go to a party or like someone else's house for new years so that way at least i could be distracted. *sigh*

well here's to another year of butterflies!

haha
xoxoxo

Memorial Day

it's quite sad that no one really acknowledges this holiday. Not to say i do. i am totally guilty of overlooking this holiday too. it's just an extra day off practice, an excuse to "take the day off". but truly when i start to think about it this day, memorial day, it makes me sad. so many lives have been taken, affected, or altered because of the war. it sucks, truly sucks. So i shall dedicate my post today to all those who have died becuase of the war and their grieving families. Today i will remember them, honor them, and thank them for the duty they fufilled to their country.

Here's to them <3