because i'm bored.

BUT I SHOULD BE READING THE SCARLET LETTER! ASDFGHJKL!


How many people have feelings for you?
many wonderful people, but not in "that" way

Have you ever been cheated on?
nope, you can't play a player. (JK!)

Are you hard to please?
easy to please, impossible to satisfy

Are your friends just like you?
only one i cant stand most people lik me

What are you craving right now?
some good conversation

Do you know anyone that smokes?
many people

How are you feeling right now?
ok.

What are you sick of?
money/family problems

Are you missing anyone/something?
i miss swim, & my swimmer for that matter.
ohh & my eagle rockers, of course

Do you love the last person you called?
yessir<3

Could you date someone taller than you?
i wouldnt date someone who wasnt taller than me.

When is the last time you kissed someone?
like a month ago, ugh how depressing

Next time you will kiss someone?
hopefully soon

Is there anybody you just wish would fall off the planet?
yes, many people

Did you hold hands with anyone today?
nooo

What were you doing at 12.00 this morning?
making a bracelet/ using el computer

Do you wear glasses?
SUNglassess, haha

Are you slowly drifting away from someone?
yes, sadly. but its only natural

You're thinking about someone, aren't you?
how'd you know? hahah jk

How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
like 8? yeah, i looove vacation<3

Where did you sleep last night?
in my bed, duh.

Are you legal to drink?
No, i wish i were.

Do you straighten your hair?
nope its all natural bebe.
ain't it gorgus?

What's the closest black thing to you?
the computer is black!

When is your birthday?
february 22

What color shirt are you wearing?
black ( like always)

Do you have a best friend?
yessir, deep as blood

Could you go out in public looking like you do now?
yesh, i'm pretty decent.

Do you have any jewelry on?
two bracelets

How many pillows do you sleep with?
2 bigs and a small one

How was last weekend?
not as good as this weekend.

What's your current problem?
i need to read the scarlet letter >:|

Do you believe in this saying: What goes around comes around?
yessir, karmas a fuckin bitch

Do you wish you had the chance to tell someone something right now?
yes

Has anyone disappointed you recently?
yes..im not gonna name names...*cough*metro*cough*

Do you want to fix things with anybody?
nope

Do you drink coffee?
yessir, love it!

Last time you saw your dad?
i havent, or at least i dont remember

Your mom?
i see her right now.

What is the latest you've stayed up in the past week?
like 2, or 3?

Have you had any form of exercise today?
walking thee doggies

What do you want to say to somebody right now?
i love you? haha

Is it easy to make you cry?
yes, extremely easy

Who was the last person you told you loved them?
my doggie, like 5 seconds ago. lol

Are you okay with the life you live?
i guess. yes

What was the last thing you bought?
my neutrogena pink grapefruit face wash :D

When's the last time you fell asleep watching a movie?
last night

Are you feeling guilty about anything right now?
yes, guilt is my middlee name

Who is the last person you got a text from?
twitter

Will your next kiss be a mistake?
i would hope not

Are you texting anyone?
not at the moment

Are you excited for winter?
yes! i getz my tatoo! & i can drive!

Have you kissed/hugged anyone in the last 24 hours?
no...? idr

How did you start off your day?
by waking up

Last MySpace message you received?
melisha's party invite.
i never message.

Where are your siblings?
my sister is in my brother's room & my brother is at his GF's house

What about your mom and dad?
idk where the fuck my dad is, but my momma is right next to me

What time is it right this second?
like 11 somehting

Have you ever felt like you weren't important?
all the time.

Do you always answer your phone?
psshhh, only certain people

Are you anything like you were at this point last year?
i'm somewhat the same, but vastly different, yah know?

Do you miss the way things used to be?
sometimes, but i like the way things are moving to

Have you ever thought about getting your nose pierced?
nope, i couldnt work it

What will you be doing tomorrow?
going over to kimmie's house! yes!

Do you like flowers?
yes, roses & sunflowers please!

Do you drink a lot of water?
drinkin it right now, baby!

What was the first thing you did when you woke up?
went to the restroom

What were you doing at 8 this morning?
waking up

What color are your eyes?
greenish..?

Do you like chocolate milk?
sometimes

What kind of pants are you wearing?
jeans!

Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months without cheating?
probably not, but maybe, if the right guy came along

Will you be up before 7 am tomorrow?
nope nope, yay vacation

What school did you go to in 7th grade?
Irving

How much money did you spend today?
like $10

How old will you turn in 2010?
17 C:

Do you believe in Red Bull?
not at all

Do you know anyone with the same name as you?
yes, & she's a bitch.
like me. haha

Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
yessir, i have no desire to smoke

What are the last 2 digits in your phone number?
88


Do you like driving?
yesssir! freedom!

el banquet.

thee banquet was lots of fun. Got lots of awards,ate panda express, took some crappy photos, & hungout w/ like the koolest people ever. a.k.a. the swim team. the slideshow was kinda lame, only becuase their werent enough pictures of me & sean. or me & other people. which i guess is conceited but, whatev! i feel like i deserved more than those little bit of pictures i ended up getting. but i digress. i just like the banquet overall becuase i miss swim alot alot, and hanging w/ the team was pretty faboosh. ohh and ain't this picture of sean creepy? i think so. your gonna give me nightmares ma'am! haha, but Eliza is cute, as always.



anywhoo, i ended up leaving with alot more than i came with, lol. i left with a zillion pictures, like 20 bottles of bubbles, 10 fake seashells, a sandal keychain, 2 glowsticks, three framed pictures, a redwhiteblue lei, and cake residue in my hair, that i can't seem to get out. ohh, & i need to say that i'm really going to miss the seniors! it's going to be wierd w/out them next year. like i've grown accustomed to see their faces after two years. aww i love them, & i hope they have a great life<3

well i thinks thats all. because i can't think clearly. ( i never can) sigh.

ohh and next year, i vote to give me my own slideshow. guest starring others, as long as i'm in everyother picture i'll be cool. becuase cereally. like wtf? me & sean should have been the stars of that shiz. i mean have you seen us? yeah, exactly.

ermm.... thats it i guess.
i love you all <3

father(less) day.

So today is father's day. Havent mentioned it before here but i got no papa in my life. my mother/grandparents raised me/my bro&sis.long story short w/ my father, he was abusive so my mother left his ass. he doesnt pay child support and made our financial situation hell. he's a bad man. i dont want him in my life.

so i dont really like father's day, becuase i've always wanted a father. but i know that my father was not a good person and still is not a good person, so i understand my mother's decision for not letting him in my life ( not that he wants to be in it)(I HAVE NIGHTMARES ABOUT MY FATHER). But still, i feel like children need their father. Fortunatley i was blessed with wonderful men in my short 16 yrs of life. i have my grandfather & my brother. my two favorite people in the world. My "tata" ( chilean code for gandfather), is my father figure. eventhough he didnt act so much as a father, he was the only thing i had. so thank tata, ily!

but yeah, my mother was my only parent, so i guess this day is for her too, becuase despite all her childishness and her "unmotherly" qualities, she has been a fantastic mother. ( & father). she's the only parent i got, & i love her despite her flaws.

so i love you mother, and tata. this ones for you<3 you've both done more for me & mean more to me than any father ever could.

i love you (:

so yesterday.

i woke up at 6am! ugh double ugh. went driving, which went well. but for like 4 hours! so came home at like 10am, then did my chores. then relaxed. then went to meet up w/ them eagle rockers.

then went to pete's and had lunch w/ daisy,darcy,jessica,& jorge. the onions ringss were like freakin tire track. so after a while of good converstions and lots of laughs, i went to the park with daisy & jorge. i went up the down rolling slide the first time i tried. haha suck it daisy! i thought i was gonna be left alone but my momma let me go to daisy's house. yeah! so stayed there like for 3 hours or so. mucho fun that girl is. we made a yotube video, which i shall edit today. haha. great day. i think this week is going to be fun. but my mother says i must finish reading the scarlet letter before i go out monday. so yeah, imma go read.

bye, i love you!

thug life.

i think this is real cute! hahah she's such a thug.
i heart taylor swift! <3




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nothing interesting going on today. tomorrow i get to spend the day with my eagle rockers! yay, i've missed them. they get out early, so we're gonna have a water fight & then off to do whatever we want.<333 can't wait. GNO! haha

because i'm bored & i dislike myspace.

so i'm doing a myspace survey here! ( what a lame-o!)
haha, i think this is like a "friend" survey or something, but here it goes. answers are in bold!


Is there somebody in your life that you could not survive without?
yes many people actually.

How many close friends do you have?
ummm, i would say about 6 or 7

Who is the most beautiful person you know?
Melissa Nichole <3 inside&out

Most annoying?
probably my sister.

Who in your life has hurt you the most?
my family. my friends(unintentionaly), but mostly i hurt myself

Is the someone you know you should hate, but you cant?
no, i shouldnt hate anyone, no one should

Do you like someone as more than a friend right now?
ummm, yes. i love people as best friends haha

What went wrong in your last relationship?
i got bored, like i always do.

Do you miss anybody?
i miss multiple people, more than i can say

Have you ever lost anybody close to you?
no. thankgod

Is there anyone you trust even though you should not?
no, i pretty much trust everyone

Who knows you best?
i honestly don't know. i think all my friend know a different part of myself really well, but none know all of me.

Ever given your all to someone who walked away?
no. i've never been into someone like that

Relationship or Hook-Up?
it depends on the person

Ever been in love with someone?
not that kind of love

Need anyone?
my best friends.( all of them)

Few close friends or many acquaintances?
a mixture of both

Has anybody in your family ever let you down?
yes, many many times

Anybody in your friends ever let you down?
yes, also many many times

Who have you let down the most?
probably my family, more specifically my mother

Who is your best friend of the same sex?
i have quite a few: Melissa, Daisy, Dulce, & Kimmie, ohh & to a lesser degree daisy(chan) and darcy

Best friend of the opposite sex?
sean (:

Ever kissed someone you regretted after?
yes, story of my (love) life

Ever told a member of the opposite sex you loved them?
yes, & i always mean it, just not in that way

Ever had your heart broken?
no, i'm never invested enough in my relationships to have been broken hearted

Ever broken somebody elses?
unfortunatley yes.

Who do you know is the most ambitious?
melissa, but i know she's going to be famous one day<3

Who is the most frustrating?
my sister, daisy, & sometimes sean

Who is the loudest?
dulce! but i lovve her loudness

Who is the quietest?
daisy chan. quiet & sarcastic, love it<3

Who is the most genuine?
hmmm, honestly i don't know.

Who has the power to make your world fall apart?
any of my friends or family

Ever love someone that wasnt good for you?
nope, all love is good love

Wanna say something to someone?
nothing comes to mind at the moment

Wish things could have gone differently with someone?
yes, but not for reasons you might think

Hows your heart lately?
beating

50 before 30.

So this morning i made a new youtube video. it was 50 things i want to do/accomplish before i turn 30 yrs old. it's not up yet, because i dont have time to edit it today, but when it is i promise i'll post it up here. anyways here's the list: ( note: i want to travel to many places but it would of taken up all 50 things and then some to say all the places i want to go, so i just put the main ones)

50 before 30.
1. visit south america ( CHILE!)
2.